Distance.

I am relatively glad that no one really reads my blog except for a few close old friends, because its difficult for me to express myself let alone letting the everyone i know how i am inside. But for that reason as well i may accidentally distance people who are close to me. Other then a few, most people dont understand me; and i would seem annoying when i am trying too hard to get close to people. But from my point of view, i am just worried and wondering what did I do wrong. I dont like to lose a friend. So i would like to say sorry to those i have offended in the process.